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This book is for all the boys and

girl who got aquiver of smile

matters more than your love . This is my story (A

true story) for a girl . I started to write this

because I didnt know a better way to propose

her. My friends made it into a book and now its in

your hand published and all done. Credits to all

my publishers and my editors Savitha and

Niharika..

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This page is dedicated to

The women who made me write

*An awesome women indeed.

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#1 The Introduction

#2 The pages of love

#3 Explanation of love

#4 The worst holidays

#5 Ideas of love (Guys never try mine!!)

#6 A caf time

#7 Facing the death

#8 The dream

#9 Weeks by weeks

#10 Now what??Some more weeks

#11 Eighth week

#12 The endingStory ends!

Till this it's from Sundars point of view

From here my twist starts these chapters are from

Niharika and Avanthikas point of view seeing

Sundar as a friend and a guy who loved deeply...

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#13My view(Niharika)

#14 Avantikas view

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Sid thinks he finds the missing puzzle piece

when he first met avantika then times

changed this story moves around avantika

and sid taking some hard turns in their life

avantika is sid love of life.

I found ma missing puzzle pic

Sid thinks this way when he meets avantika

gets to know her and starts falling for her

slowly and finally deeply this can ever beand he is still happy even if this didnt work

out for both in the way he planned his life

will do for him. Read the story for yourself

guys

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Chapter 1- The introduction

Things about her I had always been the mature

lover that too with moon even now after many

years I stuck on to my routine of admiring moon.

Looking at me someone would defiantly think I am a

lunatic but, the full moon day is always something

special for me!

Always remained me (or) brings back my teen-age

days which had more of Avanthika than me. Thissingle name Avanthika brings me thousand

memories of a wonderful girl into my mind I may

have not walked with hands joined together in the

warm sun shine and a few drops on rain but I

consider mine as the purest form of love!! I havenot seen her for the past 10 years of my life .Still, I

havent had a peaceful sleep without her face in my

dreams I still remember the day when I saw her .

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She was clad in a chudi with a perfect pony-tail and

with the kohl in her spark brown eyes! Which can

make any guys blush!!??? (I know guys dont blush)

And her lips were exceptionally beautiful quoting

Justin Biebers lines

Her lips ma biggest sweetness

I dont think it ever needs lip gloss in her life! Andher earring was the thing which I love the most

those, rings make her look more expressive I think

I fell in love with those full moon nights!! After

seeing her face I have pronounced her name over

thousand times. still I skip a beat when I hear hername I think its the most beautiful name which I

have ever heard!! And doubt is there a name in this

whole world than her's more over I dont want to

know that either. I think a dictionary go out of

words while describing her. As, she is way aheadbeautiful than describing. My only memory of her

was a pen which she used (which I would never loss

at many movement of my life) my routine begins

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from now. I would look at her photo and, would

think what she would do? Would she even

remember a looser called Sid!! (Yeah guys! Myname is siddhart) who is still madly in love with her

for 14 years! Usually. In the morning I would find

few emotional tears rolling over my cheeks at least

my tears are blessed enough as it drops out for a

person I love. Who has been so special to me! Evennow still she is! A person should make a persons

counterpart happy not the other way around! I

know I can never give her that happiness

sometimes its better to be away from the person

whom you cant see shedding tears. I dont want tosee her unhappy. not her cute eyes shedding tears

for me. Out of all weirdest things that in the past

fourteen years have never had guts to propose her

moreover I have never felt that urgency to do so... I

think it is something which needs to be felt in whichmy dreams

Every memory of her is beautiful

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Everything which remains me of her is more

beautiful

#2 the pages of love

Every time I see her I get the happiness every guy

would get after his first shave. My best buddy at

school was Johnny boy- I dont intend togive cheesy intro to him as we guys never glorify

our guy friends. Like every others I was addicted to

the facebook

I faced it most of the time just to see Avanthika on-

line whenever I see.. Green light in her profile I

feel the moments of my life .She looks more

ravishing every time than my previous memory of

her. She has a fair face, sparky brown eyes-which

burnt me burnt me alive, sharp nose and her lips

which never needs gloss I feel

like liking it whenever I see! yak, as a trained pet I

fell in love with that angel again again(as if I

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stopped loving her?! which is no

way possible!) in my part of the country it was

considered a sin if one doesn't attend tuition classesfor 10th board exams , following the

suit I did the same(that implies I can no longer be

regular to my cricket academy) though I was un-

happy about it. But ,my tuition classes offered

something great which it was on 3rd of June, thefirst time I had to look into the dictionary searching

for words to describe "Avanthika"-'beautiful' was

not the right word-it was an understatement, I

cursed my over vocabulary as well as the English

language for the lack of words to describe her . Shewas the topper in everything on the other to be

frank I was a zero in everything. She was the

captain of the basketball team looking at her

tapping the ball made me wish I were a ball. Every

time I see her I get the happiness that cricket cannever do! Yes, you have guessed it right

"Avanthika" and I were in the same tuition- I made

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it a point to travel 5 km to study(!!!) in the same

tuition....

#3 the explanation of love

Avanthika is 5.10 and she already looks like the

upcoming MISS WORLD even in her school

uniform(at least to my eyes!). I stand around 6.1

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accented tone. I grabbed the copies from her

hand(bit harsh) and said `Hmm' this was the end of

my first ever conversation(!!!!!) though, one sided

conversation. Only after a few minutes I realized

that I had neither thanked her nor asked how much

does it costs. I asked myself why had she chosen

me????( The answer is quite obvious that I am the

only guy from her class).

This is the first time I ever lovedmy name `Siddharth' she gave an extra stress while

pronouncing `d' and I loved this. I got back to my

senses and ran and told her . I called her `Avanthika'

(This is the first time I had ever called her real

though I do that over 1000 times a day in my

mind). She turned and said Rs:100 siddhath Iguess you where bit-pre occupied and flashed a

cozy smile.. NO BODY CAN SMILE AS CUTE AS

HER(At least to my eyes) I said my trade mark

`Hmm' she said k,bye its getting late... I stood

in the same place for over 10 minutes in peace, and

I finally realized that I had stricken a REAL

Conversation that too with the girl to whom I lost

myself even before knowing her name. I was

extremely happy and slept with a smile on my face.

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As usual she knocked my doors in dream..... EVEN

MY SUB Conscious MIND iS HER SLAVE AND Im

PROUD OF MY MASTER.

#4 Worst holidays

These lines came out during vacation.... The

loneliness in me converted me to do something

which I didn't even knew that I can. I ventured it

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by

writing what came into my mind. I was just trying

to express my love to her of course I never had theguts to say this to her. This is my first ever poem..

"My day makes me an idler by dragging

My night is neither happy nor sad!

I wish night to be 17hrs and day to be 7 hrs tokill my day and lead a life with her in my dream"

Is it good?

It may appeal as a prank to others. But, its not to

me as it is my first verses being dedicated

to Avanthika. I know my vocabulary is sho